Days of our Kate

“I cannot go to the ocean
I cannot drive the streets at night
I cannot wake up in the morning
Without you on my mind
So you’re gone and I’m haunted
And I bet you are just fine

Did I make it that
Easy to walk right in and out
Of my life?”

Artist: A Fine Frenzy

Song: Almost Lover

So it has been a while since I have posted and I thought I would at least put up a lyric today. Life has been crazy with the move, but it is starting to mellow out. Anyways, these lyrics are close to my heart nowadays. I try to erase the memories and move on, but it still is hard to wake in the morning without you in my life (you know who you are). Also the last line…Did I make it that easy to wake right in and out of my life? You have left me wondering this exact thing as I haven’t heard from you in so long. I can’t help, but worry and wonder how you are. You think that it makes it easier, but you aren’t in my shoes either. I have been mad, sad, happy, irate, frustrated, worried, lonely, hurt, and everything in between. I don’t know why I still care, by this time I should have just written you out of my life. But I can’t. I thought I meant more to you. I know you need this but I still don’t get why you walked out on a friend. But I guess some how I made it that easy for you to walk right out of my life.

Still missing you and hate myself because of it…

Katie Lou