Just blogging…
Aug 09
It’s been a little bit since I have sat down and blogged. So I thought I would catch you all up on life as of today. Well, last week was crazy busy. Shawn, Zipline’s Creative Director, was on vacation for the week, this meant it was a sole designer. While it was tons of fun and still love every moment at work…I am exhausted. I got tons done but it will be nice to Shawn back next week.
As for life outside of work. Well it goes. That is about all I can say. Living the single life again and trying to figure out what I want out of this crazy thing called life. I have begun to think about buying a condo. I figure that there is no reason to keep renting when a condo could be a great investment and only a little more for my monthly payment. So if anyone has tips for first time home buyers I would love to hear them!
As for Andrew. Well he is off to the westside to find himself. He didn’t get the symphony job and instead was offered a position back home. I wish him the best. We aren’t on the greatest terms and it kills me to be pushed out of him life, but I have to let him do this. I don’t like it and it isn’t what I want, but I have come to the conclusion that I can’t change it. I am trying to find the positives in this whole situation and I can’t always find it. Keep us both in your prayers, we need it. I guess what it really comes down to is that I really care about him. I miss him so much and more than just having the boyfriend there. While it is hard to go back to the single life, it kills me more to have lost a friend. Gosh just writing this makes me tear up. I really do want the best for him and I know that is what this is. I am trying to not be over involved and let him come to me. It is killing me inside. I wish sometimes I didn’t care so much , but that is who I am. So Andrew if you are reading this I am always here for you. I care so much and I know it may be over whelming some days, but I do mean well. Wishing you the best and that you will find the sunshine in your life.
Well I think that wraps it up for now. Living life and learning how it all might turn out. Just taking it one day at a time and trying to keep a smile on my face. More to come later, I will keep you all posted on life as I know it.