Days of our Kate

So once again I am sitting at home on a Sunday night by myself. Well it isn’t the first time and I doubt it will be the last. Life has a way of throwing you some curve balls and this last week has had its far share. I am by no means an expert to how this thing called life is suppose to work and I doubt most people are, but I do believe it doesn’t hand you more than you can handle. I might have been pushed to the limit this last week, but again with doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.

As most of you know I have been seeing Andrew for a little over a month and I couldn’t have been happier. He had been a great friend through the years and being his ’sunshine’ was such a blessing. For now we aren’t together as there are some things that Andrew needs to figure out in his life before we can be us again. I just want to take this time to say I may be sad and miss him terribly and even be really upset about the situation now and again, but I have no hard feeling towards him and I hope you all will do the same. He is an amazing guy, musician, friend, boyfriend, bother, son and person. I hold him very close in my heart and right now he needs happy thoughts being sent his way. This is a hard time for both of us, but with some time and reflection it will make us both stronger people and hopefully in the end strength our relationship. I love him and at this time I have to love him enough to let him go.

So with all that said I guess it is my time to really reflect on myself and where I am in life. I ask for everyone’s help through this time in my life. Sometimes I just lose my way and need that extra nudge to remind me that life has some really beautiful moments too. I am so lucky to have wonderful friends and family who are always there for me. Also, as a recent graduate I am so blessed to have a job in my career field and loving every minute of it. To my coworkers I am so blessed to have you guys and you truly make coming to work everyday a joy. Thanks for all the laughs and good times and to many more to come. Another thing to be happy for is the fact that I have a wonderful one bedroom apartment that I can afford and call home, that in its self is a major feat.

More to come on all this but for now just keep me in your thoughts and Andrew too! We both need it. And in my low moments remind me of some of the great things I have going for me and the bright sunshining future I have ahead.

Never forget…no regrets!

Yours truly,

Katie Lou